I have lost my will to write ,eat , talk ,check my Google reader etc etc. If this doesn’t end by August [as i am told] i think i will lose my will to live as well. 12 hours of work is taking its toll . I am like a zombie , in fact even zombies are better i guess ! . I am so tired , i don’t know if i am alive when i wake up . Even a 5 year old can beat the crap out of me in two seconds.. thats how tired i am
Meanwhile took up a panga [ fight] with my managers bitch ! The reason i call her a bitch because she can get my nerves to tingle ! literally … since yesterday i am so tensed my vein above my left year is doing Kathakali , i cant find a way to stop it, i think my BP has gone high .
Also i have developed allergy to KFC , they gave us some coupons and i ate and ate and ate , i think tiny chicken wings are coming out of my back now .
Finally the real reason for my tension …. Thursday she has an appointment with her gynac and we will know if it’s a Boy or a Girl …… people around us have predicted that its going to be a girl . I don’t know how they know that . Anyways either boy or a girl [ please be a boy] i hope the baby will be born fine . The days are so slow , feels like every day has three days in it .
That’s it . End of rambling …
Sometimes i feel like screaming – Deep Purple