So i am trying to blog since yesterday ! but i have no topics , thought of writing about the ‘black bricks laid at the traffic inter section, how it makes me crazy while my car shakes like a salt shaker whenever i drive on it … but it was rejected by Mrs Grey ! she said it was not funny ! In her words ‘ it’s not your kind of shit” … i felt it too…So i thought of writing something else , but she is highly hormonal today ! while i tried to blog , she kept talking , she cried over the past, laughed about the future, then asked me what if something bad will happen to her during the delivery , stuff like that … So i couldn’t write the usual crap ! Though i put a brave face with her , gave her courage and put her to sleep .. but how can i tell I am worried too … here is my love of my life , my very breath … my everything second only to God asking me what if something will happen to her …………… i have no answer , i have no answer !!!! i look brave , yet ! i am so scared ! there is joy of fatherhood , but there is uncertainty of what tomorrow will bring … ! But i have looked life on the positive side even when all hope was lost ! but this is something new ! Beyond my imagination … this is huge ! SO HUGE ! ……. oh ! i am so scared !
* I know you will read it * ….
So this post is not complete without a little quote from the ONE
To everything there is a season
And a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and time to hate;
A time for war, and a time for peace.
This amazing video is dedicated to all you little one’s who’s hurtin inside ….
Turn Turn Turn ,